I was married young. He was a decade older. We started a family got married. He was an alcoholic, a mean one at that.
One night he was very intoxicated and forced himself on me. I told him no and tried to get him off. He was bigger and stronger than me and I was his wife he said he could do what he wanted. He raped me.
I attempted to speak to him about it the next day but again it was you’re my wife though, it’s your duty. He dared me to report it, told me I would be laughed at.
I didn’t do anything. I blocked it out.
I refused to ever have sex with him while he was drinking again.
I have since got divorced.
I AM JANE DOE