I was asleep

Jane Doe #001

I was a teenager. I was sleeping in my own bed with my boyfriend at the time.

Some time during the night, I woke up. I am not sure what woke me up first. I felt his pressure on top of me. He was leaning on his arms trying to keep as much of his weight of me. He was lying between my legs. Then I felt that he was inside of me. I opened my eyes and our eyes locked.

He said; ‘’Ohh sorry, I thought you were asleep.’’ Then he turned around and (pretended to) fall asleep.

My underwear was left on my ankle. I pulled it up, moved as far away as possible and tried to fall asleep.

I knew there was no use in reporting it. I had invited him into my bed.
I knew what he would say. She wanted it.
I knew no one would believe me.
I have never reported it.

I have not slept the same since. I still wake up terrified whenever someone wakes me up by touching me.

I am Jane Doe.

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